[It's hard for him not to show what he's feeling. Almost immediately, he looks somewhat ashamed, and his head and eyes lower to the glass he fiddles with in his hands. He worries his lips a moment before getting the courage look up again.]
...I haven't told elder brother yet. [His eyes drop.] I wanted... to try to do it on my own, without burdening him.
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...I haven't told elder brother yet. [His eyes drop.] I wanted... to try to do it on my own, without burdening him.