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GENJI BANZAI
Things Hizamaru Has Shown His Anija After Learning (Upset Edition):
- the boutique clothes
- bubble bath
- aquarium
- the sunset and stars by the pool
- the fucking ahegao gun makes human noises but doesn't have a human form??? ANIJA?
- the arcade bc it's cool
- what chocobos and spiracorns look like from a book in the library from prompto's world
- the fucking heelys
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[Reaching up, he touches the center of his chest with the tips of his fingers, brows furrowing.] It feels strange. [He's not sure how to describe it, but it isn't a nice feeling.]
Like... [His smile is faint, and tight and wry. He can't stop the sting to his eyes even if he squints.] ...a Buddha is sitting on it.
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[and he'll reach out, letting an arm loop around hizamaru's shoulders, fingers curling into his hair, and then pulling him in. he guides hizamaru's face to his shoulder in case he needs a place to hide for a moment. his other arm circles around him in an embrace automatically.
how odd it was - even on their mission, higekiri never felt particularly affected by their surroundings. it didn't matter to him if they existed in the past, as long as they existed in that moment. that was easy to rationalize. but now, knowing that his brother is suffering a pain caused by someone else, and there is so little he can do...
a buddha sits on his chest too]
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[Being human kind of sucks. At least, regular humans. Being immortal sucks almost as badly, having to watch the humans be hurt and die, or grow old and die. He burrows into Higekiri's shoulder and front, surprisingly not crying, but squeezing with a quiver in his arms.]
He was kind and didn't deserve it.
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and yet - ]
... Mm, no. I don't believe he did either. They even went as far as to break his possession...
[even higekiri sounds a bit judgmental over it.]
We have quite the demon to slay this weekend.
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[After a small sigh, he loosens enough to lean back without loosening in the muscles or posture really. He drops his forehead gently against Higekiri's and closes his eyes. Breathes. When he lifts his head again and opens his eyes, they're sharp.]
We do. We'll find them.
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We will.
[in a remarkably serious tone, like he won't accept anything else - it's hard to say if higekiri even took their previous missions this seriously. but their previous missions didn't affect his brother quite like this]
... we can talk to Polly and Carlos on the other side, you know. We can ask if his spirit will make it to them, and if they can pass messages along for us.
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I would like that. To be able to continue to speak with him from time to time. To make sure he is okay.
[His eyes lower.]
I thought I was strong enough, elder brother. To protect him. How we go to sleep without being able to wake... I don't like it.
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If we sleep with the resurrected enough times, they will be able to grant us additional help that we seek.
Perhaps I will change what I desired... and request something that will allow us to tether our consciousnesses together. So that if there is a time when I wake, then so shall you - and vice versa.
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Elder brother...?
[He should have known... His big brother is always smart and skilled with missions, with work.]
I would rather be at your side if either of us were awakened during the night, but... You don't have to change your desires for me, elder brother.
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[he smiles easily]
Or if you are able to be granted a gift by one of them, perhaps you can assist me in what I desired.
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I will do that for you, elder brother. Anything.